Thursday, December 01, 2005
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
I just sent her a email, telling her how I feel. I'm afraid. So many 'what if's. )= Does it hurts when you think of me? If she's gonna ask me that, I'd nod & say yes. I don't know. I just can't get over it. She has already moved on with life, with someone else. I ought to get my own life & live it. Gf did, & I guess I should. She has gone for so long & I'm still hanging here. )= Sigh,
Listen to Xu Jie Er's I Wanna Be With You, uber great. The hanyu pin yin lyrics, Here.
It cuts deep inside here when I think of you. < /3
I need someone to be here to wipe the tears, to hug me, to make me feel better. =\ Anyone? )=
What the fuck.
I'm home. I'm back (: Alright, shall talk about the trip. It's gonna be a damn long entry so, bear with me ok.
Day 1
The flight was great. Sat next to the window, with Rhys(nephew). Thoughts keep running in my mind. A almost-two hours flight, reached Bangkok around S'pore time 2plus((: Uncle Pin Nam(some uncle) came to fetch us to the hotel. Actually it's his driver. :D Put our bags in the room, off to MBK. The room weren't ready for us, so we went to shop first. Didn't really buy anything. Went back to the hotel to check if the room's ready. Dad & Pam went down to scold 'em 'cos they said it would be ready in a few hours. HAWHAWHAW. Dinner with my uncle's business client. Back to the hotel after that. There's a letter & some traditional Thai food on the table. The manager apologized to Dad & all. Ah crap la.
Day 2
Breakfast at the hotel's restaurant. The only food that interest me is, the congee & toasted bread. Rofl. BTSed(BTS is sorta like our LRT) down to Emporium. Their station name is so cute pls. Hahah. Anyway, shopped the entire day there. Bought a lot of things. Not as much as the trip in June this yr (: Had lunch at the foodcourt upstairs. I swear, it's a must try! the food there are yumyumyum delicious! :] Fried chicken rice, beef noodles, butter&sugar bread, peanut butter bread. Sh, shan't name anymore, it's making me hungry. Went back to the hotel around 6plus. Had dinner with my uncle's client's daughter at this famous restaurant. Loves it. UNCLE PIN NAM DRIVES A TOYOTA FORTUNATER!! I was like.. Dad, is that fortunater? =X & he nods. FREAK FREAK FREAK! I finally got the chance to ride on that car. Oh man, I love it so much. Dad says his Toyota Picnic is almost the same just that Fortunater is higher & the usage of patrol is more. Dinner, hotel (: I was already feeling homesick. I miss my elmo, I miss my comfy bed, I miss the computer, I miss my cell.
Day 3
Breakfast at the restaurant, again. Dad & I were getting sick of the food that but we can't do anything. 'Cos 9 people, breakfast buffet & it only cost you 2000baht, which is only S$80. =\ BTSed down to Central. Again, shopped a lot. Lunched at Coca! Oh man, I so heart Coca. It's my fav. Wanted to go to the temple nearby but both my aunt's feets couldn't carry them any further. Rest for awhile, walked back to Central to collect VAT refund, & our shopping bags. BTSed back, shopped at MBK. Dinner at the foodcourt upstairs. I didn't really eat but I had my jap crepe. :D Hotel after that.
Day 4
Last day, man. I was frikkin' happy, I'm coming home! Rofl. MBK again, this time I shopped like shit 'cos I couldn't decide what to get for 'em. Hah, got little gifts for them & all. Bought a white handbag for myself. (: Packed our bags. Aunt came in one, back in two. The same goes to my 6th aunt with my cousin. We came in one big, one small, back in two big one small bag. Rofl, damn hilarious. Dad keep saying my aunt, "buy la buy la. buy some more la. now cannot pack. come in one back in two. hmph, jialet ah you all" Dad's so silly, aunt came round to our romm & realised we're worse. Roflol. Sat at the cafe downstairs, waited for Uncle Pin Name & his driver. Flight was at S'pore time 7pm. Was at the airport at 4plus. Checked in, sat around. 6plus, they called for us & we went into the plane. I guess I ate something that didn't agree with me, I felt like puking. Right before it take off, I puked. =X All the way home, I kept puking. Half way through the flight, there was tuberlance(spell?) & it made me feel even worst. Landing was ok, I was hyper & all. Went back home, slept & the puking came back. You're the only one I thought of that day.
MY BLOODY SIM CARD DIED ON ME LAH. Singtel got me the wrong sim card so I couldn't use. Dad bought me to the doctor's yesterday, bought me home to rest & he went to deal with my sim card & all. Dinner was from Aunt's. Oh man, I gotta say I really love her a lot. :) Tuition, ill or whatever, whenever I'm home alone, she'd go through the trouble to make dinner for me. She knows if I ain't there, I'd either skip dinner or eat instant noodles.
Our room number.
The pool
The view from our room
The food they gave us. We didn't touch anything. Hahha!
Tvjunkies!
The band upstairs. They play great songs.
At the cafe.
Copy and paste the questions to your site and answer them, then pick five people whom you wish to be Singled Out. Don't forget to tell them they've been SINGLED OUT!
ooh. tingshan singled me out!
1. You get one wish of anything, what would you ask for?
i'd wish for unlimited wishes :D
2. What animal would you be?
none, I rather be human.
3. Something you want to do in your life.
I don’t know, haven’t really thought about it yet. Probably have tons of fun, have lotsa love, -shrugs.
4. One time there were these Ninjas... (finish the statement):
& they started making out & speak in some stupid language.
5. One song you could listen to over and over again:
Currently, jay’s :D
6. Coke or Pepsi? coke.
7. Something you're looking forward to:
CHERYL & I’S OUTING :D
8. What's a "mastoid"? (Take a guess no peeking in a Dictionary):
some pieces & parts of a computer? =X
9. One good deed you've done lately: none.
10. A funny Moment in your life:
like megan & tingshan, there are just too many for me to name (:
Shall single 5 more people out!
CHERYL LIM!
STEPH!
AMANDA DE SOUZA!
PEARLENE K!
CAROLINE!
The end! Ok, so many tags for the first time.
REPLIES TO TAGS <3
Amanda, I'm back & I miss you darl (:
ning, missed you too babe, we'll talk when you come online alright. :)
caroline, yayie I love you rol, I'm back!
PEARLENE.K, uh huh! (= babe, we'll talk soon!
kriss, aw (: I'm back! Missed you too (:
jer, Hey! (:
Steph, I'm back already! :D
Xue*, Sorry la, I'm sick so didn't update.
Natasha, Hahah, for the first time, Natasha your comment is longggg. Hahah, you're in your beautiful sleep now. :D
Michelle, I'm back (: Missed yall. <3>prunella, Hey babe, back in your blog yeh (:
Looking back on that day, last year.
Thursday, November 24, 2005
She love this & we're gonna buy it for her. :)
Feets :D
OOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Princess YipYipYip & Emma Watson!
Princess Jeanette, Princess YipYipYip & Emma Watson. :D
Princesses!
End!
I did not town with Qiaos & Nette. I towned with Princess Jeanette from France & Princess YipYipYip from Germany(Germ-many, heehee). I was Emma Watson for the day ;D ( I know I can't be like her la, whalau. =X No offence to EW's fans. )
Met 'em at Hougang MRT, trained down to Cine. Ate the jap food again!! :] Shopped around, walked to Heeren. Qiaolin bought strawberries coated with melted chocolate. Splendid! Super nice. I guess the 4bucks of just 3 strawberries (: Walked down to Taka. I was looking for the necklace I wanted & Qiaolin said she wanna find xmas cards. Walked around, saw Miss Yeo & Miss Lim. Shopped, saw William from superstar. Nette saw Silver from superstar. :) Ate venezia's ice-cream!! yumyum. :) Qiaolin suggested to go Far East. Walked all the way there. Saw YJ, Cecilia, SJ & Tricia on the way there. Bought my necklace like finally. Got the red one instead. I think I'm gonna get the black & white one. I just feel like havin' it. :D Qiaolin got her green shades! :D Uber nice, it's cool. Things started to go wrong when Qiaolin was thinking whether to get the shades. Nette started to think that she's the princess & all. Qiaolin, too, but not as bad. Nette wanted to get this formal blouse but she didn't bring enough cash so she's gonna get it when she has her cash with her. So I thought why not like we buy it for her birthday since it's like another week only. & I know she love the shirt a lot. Hahah, it's mixture of all kinds of green strips. Lovely. =DD Bought our drinks & walked back to the MRT startion. Saw Brian Wong & Patricia Mok on the way.
Then in the train, I was like.. "Do you know who I am anot?" They were like no & slang la! I went.. "I'm Emma Watson ok! Don't play play hor!" Hahah, & Nette claims that EW is her sister how can it be me blah blah blah. :) Trained down to Hougang, raced with YJ & Tricia. Sassy's working till 10pm tonight & I guess by now she should be knocking off. My poor girlie. Supposed to end work at 7pm. Ate shaker's fries at Mac's, trained back. Dinner, home, online.
I'm flying tmr morning, 9am's flight. I'm so gonna wake them up by calling. Hahah. So bad of me but aiks. I don't deny, I'll miss them. It's only four frikkin' days & I'm like.. Uh whatever. I'll be back on the 28th, night!
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Shoutouts!
CLIQUE, I'll miss yall, definately. :] I'll be back to be retarded with tall again. TEEHEE. Qiaos, don't forget about the chalet & thanks for yesterday & today. :) Nette, quit acting like a princess. But anyhow, I still love you! Sass, don't tire yourself out yeh? Must rest well k? Bestaye, come home soon. In whole & still retarded ah! :) Take care, I love you! Hugs all.
Cheryl Lim, we'll reminisce over coffee someday. Perhaps at your place? (: Don't think too much alright. Hugs u.
Kristle, thanks a lot & I love you honey. (: You've been really great. Thanks for comforting & stuff. I'll miss you alright.
Stephanie, darling, thanks a lot for everything. :) I love you ok? Don't think too much. I'l still be there yeh? My phone would be on but I wont reply till I'm back. Hahha. :) Take care k, love you (:
Eleonora, hey dude! Don't think too much. :) You'll be fine. Keep yourself busy & don't think about youknowwho. Ay, I'll miss talking to you! ;D Do take care!
Ning, Meg, Tingshan, Jerlene, Jolene & whoever from BS, I love yall, do take care alright! :)
Michelle, Anne & Adel, sorry about today. :\ I'll make it up to you three. I'll see yall after I'm back. I'll miss yall! (: Take care ok, love yall. Hugs!
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I'll reply the tags another time. I gotta run! <3
I'm starting to love Cheryl more each day. :D The daily morning convers. we have & all, it really taught me something & know a little more about Cheryl (: Aw, I love you la. :) CHERYL ROCK MY ENTIRE UNIVERSE :D We'll reminisce another time okay! Over coffee :D
I need to get my ass movin' in 5 minutes. Before I do, quick blog. :) Meeting Qiaos & Nette at Hougang MRT, gonna go bugis. Sassy's working & Bestaye's still in Thailand. I'm flying there tmr, she'll fly to China or Hongkong tmr. :) Eleonora's going Chinablack with her friends, Qiaos & Nette are going later too. :D Oh & the locker lady called me up this morning. I need to send her a cheque before I get my locker. YAYIE.
I'll reply the tags another time. (: For now, I gotta run! xD
I don't care. I'm just gonna pretend I no long give a fuck to you. 'Cos you're the cause of all these fissures.
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buddy, I miss you )=
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Grizel didn't come home yesterday 'cos she went to sleepover with my nephew. & I had the entire room to myself. =DD not much difference but aiks. She kept saying I'd miss her presense, I'd damn lonely & I'd look for her & ask her to come home. I told her staying over for a day ain't enough, stay longer. HAHAHA SO I CAN GO OUT EARLY TMR. But she said no. Aiks, she should stay tonight instead of yesterday. If not, I can go out early tmr. Stupid burden. =X
I just remembered I can't go Chinablack with Eleonora on thursday.'Cos I need to be at the airport by 9am. & yknow I'm that sorta pig who can't wake up early for nuts unless I want to. :D Hm, Friday's flight is at 11am.
Been finding pictures since this morning. :D ahah, I'm bored lah.
REPLIES!
CHERYLF, I LOVE HARRY POTTER LAH HOR :D
NATALIE, hey thanks!
PEARLENE.K, YAYIE bling bling! :D
QIAOLIN, I'll send them to you when you're online. Grey shirt? Huh?
JER, Oh I see. 15, same as me. (:
- : Picasa2 (:
NING, Hahah yayie! =DD The account still won't work! )=
The Early November // All We Ever Needed
Tonight I will sit next to you
To see if you act like we're through
To make you laugh is all I want
I'll hold you while tears fill our eyes
I love you. :)
Monday, November 21, 2005
Jermaine! Oh my love!
Clique (:
Sassy & I! :D
BestayeS :D LOVEE!
Qiaos & I. ((:
Nette & I. =DD
I love the program so much. :D It's so fun.
Whee! I can compile pictures without any problems.
I can do my polariod pictures too! :D:D:D
Okay, I'm off.
Comment (=
Watched Europe Music Awards yesterday. :D Akon won best male. Shakira won best female. I hate Robbie Williams & he keep appearing. Wahlau. His nice song with that video? The one with his arms swinging but actually he's not running? I think it's retarded but ok it's creative. Wtf lah I hate him. So old. -rolls eyes.
And then I woke up crying. I swear this heartache is killing me. Stupid enough, I went to look at the archives, cried even more. Fuck this. Thanks Pertrina, for the talk & all. (:
I just started listening to November's Chopin'. Love ballads! They're ohsolovely. :) Oh well. I love Coral Sea & Black Sweater. Whee! Picasa2 is so fun. Just downloaded it yesterday. Thanks Pearlene! <3>
I've got nothing much to blog about, I guess I'll just uh reply the comments lah.
REPLIES!
CHERYLF, Harry went to the ball with some indian girl. Hahaha, did you watch the show? It's nice! I wanna watch Just Like Heaven!
Xue*, Uh-huh uh-huh! She is she is! Some people claims that she is ugly I think she's fine. :)
Amanda, Hahah, I love you la manda! :D Yep, I will. You too! Don't worry yeh. rol's arranging as outing, I guess (:
PEARLENE, Hullo, I'll link you up (:
meg, Haha, they are cute together! :D Hee.
anonymous, I knew that I'm fair before you could just let me know. I don't need you to tell me. I'm fair & not ohmygawd F-A-I-R. What's wrong with being fair? (:
Natasha, nice right! :D you gotta love me a lot ok. I helped you with so much html stuff. HAHAHA!
ryl, hey you. (:
caroline, haha i will no worries yeh? I love talking to you lah. (:
jer, I think Cho Chang is fine! (: She's quite pretty & I mean, not ugly lah.
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The Calling // Our Lives
Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...
I used to love this song like madness. It's always on MTV. (: Oh well.
Thank you for this moment
I've gotta say how beautiful you are
Of all the hopes and dreams I could've prayed for
There you are
If I could have one dance forever
I would take you by the hand
Tonight it's you and I together
I'm so glad, I'm your man
And if I lived a thousand years
You know, I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
That day.
But if destiny decided
I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you tonight?
I don't hear the music
When I'm looking in your eyes
But I feel the rhythm of your body
Close to mine.
Its the way we touch that sends me
Its a way we'll always be
Your kiss, your pretty smile you know I'd die for
Oh baby, your all I need.
And if I lived a thousand years
You know, I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
That day.
But if destiny decided
I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you,
Just how much I really need you
Did I tell you that I love you tonight?
(Repeat)
I love this song (:
Friday, November 18, 2005
Hm, hello. Towned with Sass, Nette, Qiaos & Serene yesterday. :) Met Sass & Nette at Compass Heights, trained down to Cityhall, walked to Suntec. Qiaos & Sass suggest we should go there 'cos it's the quietest & sorta like no one knows there's a cinema there, rofl. Bought the tickets for Harry Potter, had lunch at the food court, Qiaos & Serene came after awhile. WATCHING MOVIE WITH SERENE IS A BIG NO! You just wanna consider again. She's bloody irritating. The show was good, ignoring Serene's annoyance. :)
from the movie
I think they look cute together.
I like this, omg
Cho Chang.
Who says Cho Chang is ugly, I think she's fine. She's really pretty. AT LEAST she got the Eurasian look. -rolls eyes.
The show ended around 5plus 6. Walked back to the Cityhall train station, Serene went to Raffles to meet Shermin, we trained back to Compass, went to SKCC. Passed YJ some things & left. Went to meet daddy, the rest went back. (: Bought dinner home. Splendid day & my foot hurts. I walked in heels all day yesterday. It feels sorta like swelling. Ah heck.
No more dates with cherylS on the 20th, BOO )= The outing with Adel & gang has been pushed back to 24th, YAYIE. (= & I'm leaving on the 25th ((= Then I'll be back on the 28th. & I got art on 1st Dec, RAH!
I've changed my number. & I changed my phone. :D N7260. It's dad's. There's nothing I can choose from in the phone shop. Shall wait till there's new ones. Now the Poks, three of us got the same phone. =D WHEEEE!
Just very random. :)
COMMENT OK.
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Yesterday was totally fuckedup but I'm fine now(: Thanks cherylS. Love you two. (: Went to school tday to check which class I go to next year. FOUR CHARITY'06 HERE I COME! :D Aw, I'm still in the same class as the five lovely retards. :D I love yall lah (: Lunched at Compass. Ate a lot tday. Maybe not them but me. -.- Dieded. )=
Okay, I'll blog another time, I'll link yall another time. :D
REPLIES!
CHERYLF, Jealous jealous?! I know you are!
nessa, hahah, got this wedsite where you type in your add & you'll know who link you. YES hang out soon I havent seen you in years.
nnats, I'll link you up another time okay (: I love you nnats!
sauyan, Okay! :D <3
nat, I LOVE YOU TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOX!
CHERYLLIM, We'll date out another time alright love? <3>
jer, TEEHEE I LOVE YOU JERRRRR :D
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Till I see your face again.
